It's been one of those Saturday mornings where I've felt really motivated. But now, here I sit not knowing what I want to write.
I woke up at 6:15 and got on the computer to check my e-mail (not that I expected to have any messages that early on a Saturday, but it's part of my routine) and read the newspaper. I got in the shower at 7 a.m. then made breakfast for my son and myself. Afterward, I played with Jack in his room and got his diaper bag, snacks and milk ready to go so we can leave for the Children's Museum at 9:30. That means I have a half hour to write. But, about what?
I've finished my big project and now, while I wait to give it to a friend to read, I'm conflicted. Do I work on the project I started a while ago and put on hold while I finished the other one? Do I start something I scribbled down in my journal that seems like a good story idea and see how far I can take it, since I'm still sorting through some of the technical aspects of the one I've got on hold? Do I take a break from writing for a while to read a couple of books by other writers? Or, should I finally start reading the big book I bought on getting your work published?
I can't make up my mind, so now I'm in a holding pattern. I'm paralyzed by indecision. I suppose my problem is that I have too many options and not enough time to really work on any of them. Oh well, since I am the master of procrastination, I guess I'll spend my time this morning and afternoon hanging out with my son and trying not to think about writing or reading at all. Easier said than done.
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